Till now

surprising day today. (:
haha.

first time i took a bus to school since school reopen.
cause the last time when we took cab,
even though we were earlier then those who took bus,
we were still considered late.
but, they wasn't.
thus, we became smarter.
we took the bus instead. (:

first period the same old thingy.
listen to mdm_ telling us how important math is.
cause last week class test, 'mensuration',
was the worst class test done.
but, i manage to get 18.
haha. but just a pass.
gonna study.
i love math. (:

spend free period and recess doing compo.
needed to be handed in today.
but, in the end, deadline changed to tomorrow. haha
make me rushed like crazy.
but.. haha
thanks-someone. ((:
now you know how bad my english is? haha
(:

last elcot program.
but, she will be coming back after prelim.
really enjoyed her lesson. :)

bio lesson busy cam-whoring with charis.
or should i say.. myself. haha

read through straits time.
found out that our school was actually published in 'home' section.
that's sort of shocking to me. haha

the very first sci remedial lesson i went to today. (:
did revision on moles.
the very first time i did not wake charis up when she sleeps in class.
cause i fall aslept too.
who won't be tempted to sleep in such a cooling weather?
haha. i'm finding excuses to cover myself once again. (:

cab-ed home cause my eyes is hurting.
probaply cause of my lens. ):

amazed-lonestar
every time our eyes meet,
this feeling inside me,
is almost more than i can take.

i don't know how you do what you do.
i'm so in love with you.

you'll still be perfect in my eyes.
(:

updates for 27 july 2007
ice skating (:

had a great day today.
thanks to weixi and charis. (:

did first paragraph for eng compo.
and, i think, that's all.
hmmm, i'm really getting lazy.

there are still lots of things undone.
eng workshop
eng compo
coursework
history SBQ
ss SEQ
chem ws
i'm dead meat. ):

someone save me!

cam-whored with charis and weixi on the way to the lib to return books.
haha.
shall upload it when i get them from weixi. (:

turning tragedy into comedy, the best remedy.

love was set unknown without a trace.

it's beyond sight.
it's a heart affair.

misses

misses.

just a short post.

didn't went to the woodland lib.

overslept.

and, as we know there ain't gonna be any table left to work.

and, charis won't be able to make it.

thus, we decided not to go.

going find my bro and friends at mac later. (:

someone is pissing me off.

and she really is.

love seems so far,

but i'm still trying to reach out for it.

how silly.

i should stop.

soon.

i'll remember you.

Happy 18th Birthday, ZhiQiang! (:

went for amath remedial this morning.
was reviewing on kinematics.

remember a few weeks ago, i mention that i just learn kinematics?
today, i totally forgotten about it.
so, indeed,
revision play an important role.
hopefully now isn't too late to catch up.

went np with leona after lesson for breakfast.
chatted and headed home.

something interesting.
my brother started 'singing'- a general term.
but to me, he seems to be screaming like crazy.
and he indeed piss me and my sis off.

had a shower and out i go again.
went to study with yvonne, charis, weixi and adrian.
all i did for the first 5 hours was slacked.
wanted to do my compo but, ended up nothing done.
all i did today was only two math question if i'm not wrong.

i'm not progressing.
someone save me!

tomorrow gonna do my courseway.
deadline-wednesday.
so, i get sweetie weixi and charis to accompany me to the library. (:

i know it's impossible for the love to return.
i know clearly it's gone.
i know it's time for me to carry on.
but, i fail to know how to let go.
i'll try like i promised.

i'll be your listening ear too,
if you shall need one.
and, if you were to fell badly,
i'll be there to pull you up.

when you're gone-

cry.
perhaps it's the best way out.

i'll love you.

on the train to jurong.
no. one, three and five (:

ntn (:

take a look at what pj is doing. haha. roarrr..

i love today to the ultiamate!
had so much fun. (:

school was great today too.
did what the teacher expect us to do. (:

went home and shower and out i go again.
went to jurong east for darrell's bday major celebration.

finally, everyone is present! :)
went ice skating.
everyone didn't know how to skate except for leona and jiali.
everyone was afraid of falling so was extra careful. (:
but for some reason, meilin fall.
and after she fall, everyone started falling. (:

guess what, houwen fall the most! 17 times.
but, he seems to be enjoying it. haha
everyone enjoys laughing at him too. (:

thanks to ernest, i had my first fall.
trying to 'save' him from falling, i grabbed his hand.
but, ended up him pulling me down.
gosh. it did hurts. haha
had my second fall when trying to 'play' with leona and pj.
ended up falling myself.
that's so dumb la. haha
the last fall was thanks to pj. haha
we both fall when she was trying to turn around.
but, we enjoyed ourselves.
it was extremly fun! (:

i'll never forget how yongsoon fall.
it's a three time laugh out loud!
if you saw it, you will know why.
it's so unforgettable. haha. (:

everyone fall except for charis.
should make her fall the next time.
haha.
that sounds so evil.

left there at around 8 plus and decided to go for dinner.
everyone was like straving for the whole day.
it was around 9 plus and they decided to go boon lay for dinner.
it's like kind of troublesome so,
pj, charis and i decided to head back to yishun for dinner instead.

went to sakura and had the usual mee gorang.
and pj was so funny.
haha. so she had her name changed to 'ahtica'.
long story.
should put up the video when charis sent me. (:

it's so tiring.
ache,bruise and cuts.
but, enjoyable.
looking forward to the next trip there.

jiali, omella, meilin, charis, leona, peijie, yongsoon, darrell, damien, houwen, weiming, ernest, jeremy, kangxian, zhengyang and ishaq.
loves(:

amath remedial tomorrow.
(:
gonna be off to sleep soon.

smiling is the only way to hide.
hiding is the only way to forget.

i'm smiling, trying to hide my tears.
i'm hiding, trying my best to forget.

boy, though you're gone, i still miss you.

my mood was a little down today.

lesson was as usual.
other then maths and amaths.

it feels as if a hush fell over the room.
it's suddenly so quite and peaceful for maths lesson.
we were left to do our own revision though teacher was here.
amaths was kind of fun. (:
having us teaching miss ong like she requested.
but, in the end, it's still back to the old way.
damien make us laugh again.
and, he make leona laugh like crazy.
he is way too funny. haha

finally, i realise my courseway progress is backwards.
and now, i'm really gonna get it done.
and , i mean it. (:
bless.
i'm going to be hardworking from now on.

anyone who see me daydreaming, give me a shake.
anyone who see me sleep in class, wake me up.
anyone who see me losing focus, stop me. (:
thank you.

it was just what i have suspected.
it really was.
it's alright.

why do i stress over not being worried?

sometime's it's better not knowing.
cause it do make a differences.

i'm happy because you were.
smile, boy.

Happy 16th Birthday Darrell! (:

a mixture of feelings today.

perhaps today is a day that we relax ourselves. haha
pe was fun,
everyone was crazily into it.
started our game with a birthday song for darrell. (:
enjoyable.

something make me so disappointed.
should say a little displeased.
school had asked ms_ to train us in oral but not all was chosen.
it seems kind of unfair.
somehow, i just feel that way.

went to watch 'vacancy' for celebration.
it wasn't as nice as we expected. ):
and sorry meilin cause my scream scares you. haha
sorry.
another major celebration coming this friday.
hope it's gonna be fun.

pj is going for an interview at tp tomorrow.
while lala just got a call from rp.
it makes me start wondering what i really want.
worried. ):

despite the unhappy things,
some thing still warm my heart. (:
making my day better.

no matter what,
don't forget to look back.
there will always be someone there for you.

i'll be your faithful friend.
i promise. (:

school was great.
i used my time wisely. haha
been studying for almost the whole day.
but, math lesson was exception.
i was daydreaming.
pissed for no reason. haha

was so unlucky today.
got my kneecap bruised.
hand cut.
coursework untouched.
guess i'm gonna burn the midnight oil.

read his blog.
somehow it make sense.
people grow, and change.
some for the better,
while some got themselves lost.
how true.
where are we heading to when we die?
indeed, who knows.

thoughts had been running wild in my mind.
feelings had been mixing in my heart.
i had no idea what i'm thinking.
neither am i aware of how i'm feeling.

when i look away,
it doesn't mean i don't care.
i'm not brave enough to look into your eyes.
thus, i choose to hide.
you were too perfect to me.
i dare not yearn for more.
thus, i'll just look from afar.
as long as you are in sight,
safe and sound,
i'll feel alright.

boy, you are great.
te falto.

misses is indeed an illness.
and there isn't any cure to it.

forgive me.
cause i still can't stop loving you.

Happy 15th Birthday Alvin Lim! (:

some intriguing thingy came to my mind today.
imagine we are going to vanish in five years time?
how would it be like?
hmmm..

according to the maia calendar,
world gonna come to an end at 20/12/2012.
perhaps it's true or maybe it's not.
believe it or not,
it's up to our thinking.

we may just vanish from the world?
or perhaps a flood that's gonna destroy us?
like the ice age?
who knows.
everything is a mysery.

thinking about that, something come to my mind.
how am i gonna spend my 5 years if world gonna end.
hmmm..
in deep thought...

life is so unpredictable.
perhaps we should live it to the fullest.
many things are changing.
so are we humans.

feeling may fade eventually.
there is always a time to let go and bid farewell.
like he say,
perhaps friends are better.
why not just remain as friend and throw away thoughts of being with him.
maybe it may be better that way?
hopefully i can do it.
habit can't be change easily.
so, all i need now is time.

i still miss you, boy. (:

i have never feel this way before.
till the day i met you.
you were the greatest story that happen in my life.
boy, i'll miss you.

saw something which i hope was meant for me.
but it wasn't.
it breaks my heart.
it really did.

watched 'mr bean cartoon'
hoping i'll feel better.
but, it didn't.
in fact, he appears in my mind.
and i started thinking again.

when you're gone,
pieces of my heart are missing you.
do you know how much you meant to me.
i miss you.

i'm broken.

Happy 15th Birthday REGINA! (:

just came back from my Amath remedial.
learn permutation and combination.
it's easy and fun.
maybe it's only for the first few points. haha
'!' could mean factoria.
haha. english symbol could actually be use in math. (:

didn't went training yesterday.
it was raining and most of them wasn't going so i decided not to go as well.
been home all day with nothing to do.
finally my sister was back and she brought a few vcd back.
haha. it helps to kill time.
i should be studying though. haha.
'the tricky master 2000'
it's alright but was kind of lame. haha

i'm gonna study today. (:
lots of work are still undone.

there are somethings which was left unsaid,
but it doesn't mean that way.
look into my eyes and you will know,
i truly love you.

if you come back,
i'll be right here waiting for you.

ouch! ouch! ouch!

today is such a tiring day.
played for my house but in the end all lost.
fall, fall and more fall was what i've got. haha
thanks for helping me up, everyone. haha
but at least we learn something. (:
we tried anyway.
all the fall and bruise seems to be worth it.
i'm enjoying falling.
it's kind of fun.
this shows that we had at least try.
didn't it? (:
it may hurt and leave a scar perhaps.
but, it doesn't matter.
there's something which seems to be hurting even more.
gonna be off to yishun stadium for training later.
hope it brighten me up.

seeing you around, brighten up my day.
seeing you smile, i'll be more then happy.
seeing you irritated, i'll feel down.
seeing you upset, it just breaks my heart.

i'm contented when i see you.
but i just hate myself for making you irritated.
i don't mean it but i did.
pardon me if i really do.
i can't help looking out for you.
can't help peeping at you.
can't help getting jealous when other girls talks to you.
i just can't help it.
i'm so sorry.
perhaps i so petty.
sorry.
i'm really sorry.

you are all that i have ever want.
i love you.

lesson was kind of boring today.
didn't did much stuff today.

something's bothering me and i know what it is.
the problem is i don't know how to resolve it.
i got moody, irritated and nasty all of a sudden.
i started scolding everything that irks me.
what got into me?

damien,
my apology if i scare you just now. haha
sorry (:
i'm just out of my mind. haha
it's not your fault. (:

skiped bio practical and cab-ed home.
gonna be off to study later. (:
hopefully everything goes in.

i admit that i still love you.
but, i know i can only look from afar.
i didn't know what's happening cause you seems to be avoiding.
i won't ask for much and you will be left to decide.
don't avoid me.
i just wanna see that you are fine and alright.

tears

a darm tiring day today.

played frisbee for pe.

all the running and catching had caused ache to my body.

and my ankle injury is back again. gosh.

decided to be late for bio lesson.

so we stayed at the centeen and slack.

but, we wasn't too much, we went up 15 min before lesson end. haha

but, we were kind of bad cause we lied to teacher. (:

but the thing is, we manage to get through it. HAHA.

spent recess and mother tongue lesson doing art.

i saw him. (: haha.

the rest of the lesson was alright.

all we did was practising questions.

i'm so confuse.

i didn't know what i want my art end product to be.

neither could the teacher make up their mind.

argh.

whatever they choose, it's gonna be daunting.

went to elbrus house practise.

played captain ball and frisbee.

leona and i were so unlucky, we injuried our ankle. ):

but it was fun after all.

something is going to happen soon, i guess. something bad. hopefully they will be fine.

perhaps it's because i slept at 4am yesterday

thus i'm so tired?

too many things are happening.

perhaps it's time to let my body have a breather.

hopefully i have a good sleep tonight.

it breaks my heart when i know you are sad.

how i wish i were the one there for you.

tuamor

school was as usual today.
all i did was test and correction.
didn't really do another other stuff.

after school went for training.
went to get the noticeboard done up.
was given a deadline and sadden.
it's today.
but, didn't manage to finish everything.
so ended up pasting picture all around to cover the empty spaces.
my apology if it's ugly. sorry.
some other day perhaps and the end 'product' will be out.
hopefully. (:

thank you CHARIS for doing so much for us.
we appreciated the pack of rice, the drinks and the chips.
sorry for making you run all the way out.
i know it's tiring as i did that before. haha
so sorry but thanks alot.
LOVEYA. haha.

a lot of things had change this pass few months.
it's bother almost everyone of us.
i longed for the peaceful and carefree life.
can everything be back to the old times?
i'm left in doubt.

i saw this special guy again.
he took my breath away.
and melted my heart.
that guy is none other then him. (:

i use to neglete you when you were here for me.
now you are gone,
i ain't fit to say 'i love you'
neither to ask for your stay.
can i?

you love her?
i know you do.

free period.
but wasn't really delighted like last week cause he wasn't there. ):

school was alright today.
love english lesson(:
the trainer is so funny. haha

but,was a pretty tiring day.
ran here and there for lots of things.
ran out of school to get stuff for badminton noticeboard,
at the same time packed food for friends.
ran downstair again to see the sitting plan for listening and buy water.
saw him!(:
went up hall to assembly but ran downstair again to find charis.
after that climb all the way to the fourth floor for listening.
gosh, i'm so tired.
listen to the music being played and i almost fall asleep. haha
after LC ran all the way to 414.
ran till 7-11 le call aidan and he told me police came all ran off le.
and one thing that make me boil was they were in the bus already.
how stupid of me to run all the way there with them all gone.
wth. and i'm wet! argh.
and the rain wasn't on my side.
it started pouring and i'm wet inside-out! argh.
so i donn't have a choice but to run back to school.
i'm looking so pathatic. omg.
decided what to do for badminton noticeboard and went home.

finally,
home sweet home.
i'm so tired.
should i go to school tomorrow?
i'm still wondering. (:

i saw him a few times today.
but, i was lost for words.
all i said was a 'hi' or 'bye'.
or a smile to bring me pass.
a long conversation was what i yearn for.
but, it seems far and impossible.
isn't it?

but, i'll wait. (:

you make me smile once again.

i'm certain i can't let go.

but, the question is,

would you be here to stay on?

it was a really boring day.

didn't study at all.

don't even have the mood to do so.

am i becoming lazy?

or was i lazy all along.

i'm missing school.

and i do.

maybe it's because i'm home with nothing to do?

perhaps.

looking forward to tomorrow. (:

chinese listening compre.

hopefully i won't screw it like what i did for oral.

would you be my soulmate?

it' another sunday, a boring day.

has been facing the moniter for hours doing nothing.

should have went for the 'The EXO day', perhaps.

study anyone?

just give me a call or text me a message. (:

Everytime-A1

lately i'm not who i used to be
someone's come and taken me
where i don't wanna go
if i knew exactly what i have to do
in order to be there for you
when you were feeling low

and all the things we ever wanted
were once yours and mine
now, i know we can revive it
all the love we left

everytime i kiss i feel your lips and
everytime i cry i see your smile and
everytime i close my eyes i realise that
everytime i hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and i have never felt this way
since the day i gave your love away

save me, i've fallen from my destiny
you and i were meant to be
i've thrown it all away
now you're gone
it's time for me to carry on
but baby i just can't go on
without you by my side

and all the things we ever wanted
were once yours and mine
now, i know we can revive it
all the love we left

everytime i kiss i feel your lips and
everytime i cry i see your smile and
everytime i close my eyes i realise that
everytime i hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and i have never felt this way
since the day i gave your love away

a nice song(:

went school for extra Amath lesson.
first time so early for class but was still late. haha
and i finally understand the kinematics thingy.
leona is really a pro at that i must say. (:

went to watch 'transformer'
was a nice show.
touching and funny scene. and it's so cool.
how nice would it be if i had a car. (:

after that went cc study but didn't do anything at all.
is it because of something that has been bothering my mind?

shall throw it into the deep sea then.
imagine the intense stress that will be coming my way in about 2 months time.
and i'm not giving my full focus on it.
i can't affort to lose this battle.
but, why ain't i doing anything about it.
isn't i suppose to be scare.
gosh, what's going on.

leona, we are just a call away. (:

i watch the smile on your face
as it drifted further and further away
i hold my tears with all my strength
but, it doesn't seems to help

school was the same but did a lot of writing for ss test. haha
heard something during recess, should i believe it a not?
(no! i should never had believe it! it simply sucks!)
spent two mother tongue lesson watching a show 'after school' at 4B class room.
ran out half way and saw him. (: haha
it was quite a nice show as we 'played' with the character. haha.
chem lesson did practical but i just copied meilin's work. haha
last period teacher just talk, talk and talk.
extra lesson for math to do geometry test.
went to study room to study but ended up talking and playing. (:
suprisingly, i ended up home with a book and i'm starting to like it. haha

'the joy luck club'

it's useless to cry.
your tears do not wash away your sorrows.
they feed someone else's joy.
and that is why we must learn to swallow our own tears.

you use to be an angel.
but now you are a devil.
back off.

i reach out my hand yearning for more.
but, after deep thought,
i feel it's better this way.
cause you already had someone you love.

a great day. (:

chit chatted with charis.
found out how she feel towards study.
because of some kpo relative, cause her to lost her confidence.
if you guys meant well, be it.
otherwise, left her alone.
cheer up, girl. (:
you can do it.
we believe in you.
remember, accepting failure is welcoming success.

lesson today was kind of alright.
didn't do much thing.
but..
chemistry, i'm lost.
i had no idea what teacher is talking about even i tried to listen.
what's going to happen to my science?!

a free period was spent in the hall.
cause of this mr_ scolding us.
so you think it's fair scolding those who won't fight back??
are you sure we won't??
think again.
we may just strike one day. beware.

stay back after school, waiting for my friends.
but, cause of some other purpose as well. haha.

went to the study room to do work.
ms_ came and catch us.
'hweetin, can you please move, or i'll give you bata form.'
pissed. of all name called mine.
waited for meilin for her lit and then decided to go for practical after that.

went up the stairs and saw him. haha
ask him how was the oral and he say it was alright. (:
and guess what meilin did. omg!
that's so embarrassing.
did he see it?!
i guess he did.
ahhh..
awkward! haha.
but, was please too. (:

went for practical.
we spent like only 15min doing it. haha.
when we left, everyone was like, 'wow, how did they get it done so fast'.
haha. the reason is, we anyhow do. (:

went to the study room and waited for charis and weixi.
it's so noisy inside.
can't they just lower their volume.

finally it's 4.30.
bus-ed home.
chatted with meilin and talk about the DAP exercise.
there's a number of thingy to think about.
should give it a serious thought later.
home-ed.
realised there is only one work today and it's to study for ss test.
finally no homework to be done by tomorrow. (:
shouldn't i be worry? haha

it's best this way, i guess.
i'm uncertain of it too.
nothing will be done till i'm sure of how you are feeling.
when will that day come?

yesterday night went to the hospital because my grandfather was admitted to the hospital due to lung infection
this trip made me realised how fragile life was.
the excruciating pain the patient was suffering
how famliy and friends wept
how illness took away life in such a torturing manner
it pains one heart.
it indeed.

i started my day off with frisbee and ended with it as well.
the only difference was i hated it at the start but fine it alright in the end.
should i play in the sport fiesta?
but i've got something more important to do. haha

recess went to library to reseach for my coursework.
engilsh lesson we did oral discussion.
my prelium orals only got 25 out of 40.
teacher say it's better to score 30 and above thus i've to buck up. haha.
spent my chinese lesson drawing but did not managed to finished it. (:
haha someone walk passed.
jiali, meilin and leona came calling me.
asking me to look outside so i ran out.
you are cute, i must say. haha
Amaths lesson learned kinematics and it was kind of hard.
art lesson just slacked around as the trainer talked to us individually.

after school, went to find NTN and decided to wait for charis and leona for their house practise.
went to play for fun and in the end enjoyed it. :)
cab-ed homw with charis and peijie. haha.
did some jumping photos.
shall upload it went i get it from omella.
home sweet home.

maybe it's better this way.
misses

woke up with a nasty throat.
it hurts.

math lesson did the revision booklet and was told to get geometry ws 2 done by tomorrow.
sad):
lesson was alright but suddenly madness got the teacher's head and she started screaming at us. she spoiled our day.

but, as i was in a good mood, perhaps for some other reason, i did not hold it against her.
but, i think in her shoe and realised that she meant well. haha.
went to the study room during free periods.
someone special came. haha.
this was the reason that make me love monday. haha.
his smile keeps me strong. (:

went for recess and something happened. i
guess only NTN saw that. (: haha

english lesson was fantastic!
i must say i love it to the ultimate.
a trainer from elcot was hired to teach us how to improve on our comprehension skills.
she was great.
two thumbs-up.
she make us so interested.
we were laughing as if we had struck the lottery.
i'm looking forward to the next lesson. haha.

some unpleasant thingy happened.
a bad 'talk' with mrs_ .
so you think i'm partly at fault for both of them?
think again.
wat had i done?
i'm so pissed off.
and i cried over this matter!? omg.
just what is wrong!?

face as black as crow, mood greatly affected.
how i wish someone was here.
ate a 1.5L tube of ice-cream with jiali and leona.
we finished everything. haha.
feeling better after everything was spoken.

thanks everyone. i appreciated it.

i sincerely apologise to those who i ignore just now.
sorry.
i was mentally down just now.
so sorry.

after ice-cream-ing, cab-ed home with leona and jiali.
it's only two bucks girls.
don't fight over paying. haha. (:

home-ed. slack awhile and decided to start work but headaches is killing me.
i'm falling sick, i guess.
hopefully not.

met a sicko online.
and this was how the conversation started.
HIM:hi
me:hi. who are you?
HIM:i from malaysia.
me:do i know you?
HIM:no la.
HIM:can i ask you a question?
me:ya
HIM:(the sicko question. shall not say it. it's disgusting!)
me:do you think there is a need for me to answer that question? sicko!
HIM:i think you did.
me:i think it's best you go and see a doctor. sicko!!
and i just deleted his contact.
i'm so darm unlucky.

not only that, i had been running on and off to the toilet perhaps because of the ice-cream?? having headaches which stopped me from working.
a sleep will help perhaps.
but i can't afford to do so. how??

better be off to work.

maybe it's better this way?
or should i yearn for more?

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KEVIN!

finally, i'm home.

early morning went to woodland lib do art.
we were too early and it wasn't open yet so we went to mac for bf.

something amazed me and make me wanna say singaporean are indeed 'kiasu'.
no offend but it indeed make me feel that way.
the library shuttle wasn't ever open up yet and yet ppl were rushing in like there were gold inside. haha

reached the top, coped a table and started work.
charis and weixi done me a great favour.
they helped me with the research. (thanks)
and lucky i did finish drawing one bird. haha.
but i took almost the whole day to do so! haha.
there's still two more to go. (:
hopefully it can be done by wed.

at around 3, yang, yiguang and kangwen came and find us.
talk, talk and talk.
yiguang wanted to brighten up yang's mood amd told him joke and he laughed.
but it wasn't because it was funny, he was just laughing for the sake of laughing. (:
but yang did something really cute and i mean it.
it's really cute. haha.

around 5 plus kangwen and charis went home.
den we left at around 6plus.
took bus back to np and went ljs packed food home.
i had been starving for about 9hr. haha.
i shall be off to have my dinner. (:

everything you say cut deep in my heart.
misses.

it's been hours and i'm only done with my bio homework.
and did i just said bio?!
sci, e subject i had given up hope on.
ya, i did say that.
but now, i'm gonna give it a try.
i'm going to build bonds with sci.
hopefully my hardwork will paid off. haha.

hai. i stil have my papercut, sketches, math cum geometry ws, A math, english compo and humanities test. undone. i'm dead-meat. why do the time goes at such a fast rate. i ain't having enough time. can anyone slow it down. work is killing me. argh.

off to woodlands library tomorrow. cause of my art(again).
can i just get it done once and for all?
bless.
anyone interested? haha.

i won't be irritated by watever is done.
it's ain't gonna bring any impact on my life.
come on, just give this stupid thing an end.
it won't make you any better.

izzit it better to let the hurt go and let the healing begin.

nothing's gonna change my love for you,
i love you.

back from school and lesson was great.
finally got the basic of logarithmic. (:
it's so boring at home!
a date someday, ladies. (:
tsktsk..
i guess it's time i should be off to study.

becareful of what you think,
bacause your thoughts run your life.

today had been a tiring day but was fun.
a lot of thingy happened.
first two period in the hall listen to teachers play song(lean on me) for us.
after that ss lesson.
quite worried as i hasn't done my work.
but, surprisingly teacher nv scold and she seems to be in a real good mood.
perhaps cos she had another live in her tummy. (:
recess went to 'listen' to some stuff and was quite worried. (shall not say it)
today mother tongue lesson was the first lesson i had been so obedient ever since o's written paper.
reading, reading and more reading.
i'm going crazy. my goodness!
i'm having my O LEVEL ORAL! and it's makes me have butterfly in my tummy.
darm it! and i screwed it! argh..
it was quite a easy topic compared to the rest but i just messed it up. :(
cab-ed down to yishun stadium for training.
den after that went to northpoint for dinner.
home sweet home(:
extra lesson tomorrow.

your care and your concern,
i appreciated it.
but, all i could say was i'm sorry.
the place in my heart had been taken up.

you make me smile

new blog (:
spend the whole afternoon looking for blogskins.
lots was taken into consideration thus a long time was spent.

my heart pounded with a jackhammer's ferocity yesterday.
i was having my perlim oral and i wasn't even prepared at all.
i thought i was going to like screw it up, but to my amazed, it turn out alright.

went to the staff louge for my math test.
something makes me crack out a laughter at teachers.
when they were in the staff room, they ain't like when they were in class.
they were shouting all around as if it wasn't of any one business. haha.
the way they speaks just make me wanna laugh. haha.

after that went for some relaxation.
badminton. (:
after four match of 'fighting' we finally won, mr wong and mr yong.
but sad to say it was only one match,we won. (: haha.

got to start spending more of my time with my books, i guess.
o's is coming in like a few months time and i think it's really time to do something about it.

school ain't bad this week.
just kind of tiring.
cos i had been burning the midnight oil.
suddenly feel that studying was kind of fun.
i'm looking forward to school.
but, coursework are giving me headaches.
new teacher, new expectation.
got to get the work given done fast, real fast.
off to library tmorrow as today did not manage to do so.
hopeful, it's gonna be of much help. (:

looking at things for different view indeed helps.
there are just too much thing to complain about.
why not just ignore it and do things that are more worthy.
sounds quite true indeed.

you spin a yarn. why shall i care.

boy, i'm missing you.